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ok i'm going to work on art things now im sorry for not having motivation for a year LOL


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September 14, 1997
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Your eyes are like spheres of glue filled with shimmering worms.
About Me
I use Clip Studio Paint for art, am pretty bad at Mabinogi, and I have the worst sleep schedule possible.


  • ok i'm going to work on art things now im sorry for not having motivation for a year LOL
    February 8, 2021
  • Mesantorgan completed the Advent of Goddess Badge.
    It has been a year since you came to the world of Erinn.
    February 8, 2021
  • I've been absent working on business stuff.
    July 3, 2019
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    Oh so hungry... Hungry for knowledge that is! You used the search bar for the very first time.
    June 20, 2019
  • Today was better! I spent most of the day being lazy, but it was with great concern about the time I sleep, I'm tired already, and it's super early! Which is great news!!
    June 18, 2019
  • Today was productive, besides the 3 hour nap I took, hopefully tomorrow will be better.
    June 17, 2019
  • Hello whoever happens to read my page, today I thought about how nice it'd be to sit on a field with my significant other, and as far away from my family as possible. If you're uncomfortable with your blood, it's always okay to cut ties. I plan to do that when I get the funds, but for now I'll be stuck in a room with a bad makeshift set up. I've always wondered what it'd be like living a comfortable life, but that thought is usually struck short once I remember it's a long way to go.
    June 15, 2019
    • Mesantorgan
      I feel bad for posting this rant here, but it feels safer than posting to my usual discord servers, it feels more professional for some reason.
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    June 14, 2019
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    June 14, 2019
  • I wish I could change my character name, I don't understand what 2013 me thought of when she decided "oh yeah, mesantorgan, sounds amazing" and my pets too! I named one of em after my old minecraft buddy's username, he doesn't even talk to me anymore!
    June 13, 2019
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    June 13, 2019
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    June 13, 2019
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    June 13, 2019
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    June 12, 2019
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    June 12, 2019
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    June 12, 2019